We have
sold our house, but we are not sure where we are moving to.
I could
be panicking at this moment, but I’m not. We are moving in less than
seven weeks. I’m a planner. When I was in high school, I had my
life planned out pretty much until I was 26 years old. I like
structure. I do not like change. I like rules because they
make me feel safe, but here I am excited, and hopeful in the face of change.
Our house has been on the market since December, and we knew where we were
moving up until very recently. We were planning on having our move
generously financed by the company my husband is working for. It was part
of his deal from when he was hired, but the position that he had is no longer
going to be in existence within a few months. We had a clear goal,
and a clear plan of direction. That has all changed.
When I
was growing up, I remember a set of books from the library entitled
“Choose Your Own Adventure”. Every few pages you were presented with a
choice. Choice “A” might take you to one page while choice “b” would take
you to an entirely different section of the book. After a few choices, it was
almost impossible to backtrack if you chose a bad ending. Some
endings were boring, and some were just plain creepy. Inevitably, I had
to reread the books until I had the happy ending.
Right now, our life reminds me
of one of those books. We are a fork in the road with infinite
possibilities. At first, I was a little panicked that we were selling our
house without knowing where we were moving to. Ok, I was more than a
little panicked, but after a little Kleenex, a lot of prayer, and looking at
all that has happened for good in the last year, I’m convinced that something
amazing is about to take place. In May, we took a trip to Colorado to
investigate a possible job out there. My sweet husband asked me what it
would take for me to think that we should move to Colorado. I told him if
1)something happened to his current job, 2)our house sold (after having no
offers in the past 5 months of showing it), and 3)there was still a position
available to him in Colorado that I would be game for the move. Never in
a million years did I think that all of that would happen in a week and a
half…and yet it has.
So does
this mean we are moving to Colorado? I’m not sure. There are still
opportunities here in Illinois. I’m not sure what the path is up ahead,
but I think it is going to be quite the journey. Where will our adventure
take us next? Stay tuned, and find out with me.
Rachel - I'm so excited for you and your family. I know that prayer carries you and it's obvious by this post. Keep us updated!
ReplyDeleteI didn't know Colorado was an option!? That would be most amazing! :)
ReplyDeleteYes, I agree!
DeleteExcited for you and your family as you approach this fork in the road....thanks for starting this blog so we can share in the adventure with you and pray, pray, pray! God is sovereign and has a plan!
ReplyDeleteP.S. I loved those "Choose Your Own Adventure" books, too, and read all the options along the way to find out the best possible outcome!
I LOVED those books too! What excitement and adventure! Though sad to know you're leaving....certainly need to keep in touch. =)
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