Last
time I went into labor, I was at a Lincoln Brewster Concert celebrating my
youngest daughter’s second birthday. He
came out to perform an encore number—“Everlasting God”. That song will forever be significant
to me. That’s when my water broke. It was only 9pm at night. I was expecting to
have a really fast labor like the last time (my whole labor from the time my
water broke till the time she was out was only 1 hour and 40 min.). I asked God to please let me wait till at
least midnight, so the baby could have her own birthday. Thankfully, that labor was the easiest labor, not
the quickest. I even got to go to sleep
in my bed that night. We didn’t leave
for the hospital till 4am, and I delivered 26 minutes after getting to the
hospital. I went from being dilated to
6cm to being complete in a contraction
and a half. I didn’t even have time to
sign my consent. God answered my prayer,
and my youngest has her own birthday because my labor took a while to get
going. I also really loved laboring at
home, and that is part of the reason I’m excited about doing everything at home
this time.
My
first two daughters came early, so I naturally thought that I would always go early. My third daughter waited until 40 weeks and 3
days to come. I tried all kinds of
physical exertion to try to get her to come, and all that happened was that I
had lots of contractions that stopped…and I became really, really exhausted. She didn’t come till she was ready. I learned from that experience not to get too
set on “making” a baby come because it doesn’t seem to work. (Yes, I know all about the joys of Caster Oil…but
I would only do that in extreme desperation because of the yucky side effect my
midwife has confirmed would be an issue for me.)
This
time around I’d really like to have the baby before February 1st. My second oldest has requested the baby be
born this coming Monday on her half-birthday.
She is the same one that told me last year, “The only thing I want for
Christmas is a baby!” I think the baby
would make a nice half-birthday present.
Winter Jam is this Sunday evening, and I plan on going. Maybe this will get my labor started. If not, I look forward to hearing some Toby
Mac, (the baby should feel right at home because I’ve been running to Toby Mac’s
newest CD for the past two months while I run) Jamie Grace, Royal Tailor, and
Matthew West.
In the
meantime, I will continue to ponder the verse at the end of “Everlasting God”
from Isaiah 40:31. It says, “But those
who wait on the LORD shall renew their strength; They shall mount up on wings
like eagles. They shall run and not be
weary. They shall walk and not faint.” God knows my heart’s desire, but I also trust
that His timing is better than mine. Let’s
see what happens!
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